be straight edge

I dunno, I just cant see a reason in being straight edge, I have realized that I do have willpower, and I think being straight edge was just my way of proving that to myself. I mean, I respect people’s decision to be straight edge, and if you have that whole addiction problem, then yea, straight edge is a great thing. But, I have given up with this being straight edge. Cheers to all you that are straight edge, and I hope you have made the right choice for you, for me, I like drinking every once in awhile, and I like smoking some weed every once and awhile…

Here is the deal, I have now been in this for about a month, and I’m honestly fine, But I am begining to think of maybe changing my posision a bit. for me, Alcohol, yea it can really ruin lives, and I’ve seen it happen, I am not easily addicted to it though, as I used to drink and have never felt the need to do so. Tobacco, Another easy one, It does NOTHING for me, you get no real benefits to it, I’ve smoked, and I feel nothing leaving it behind. Drugs, Yea, again, very easy… mostly, here is my deal. I honestly Dont consider Marijuana a drug. I have not been using… BUT I think that things like promiscuous sex, and alcohol, and tobacco, cocaine, meth, these are dangerous thing, these things can RUIN your life. but with Marijuana, its not so, as long as your responsable and dont drive, how does it hurt you? its completely Non-Addictive, and thus, you wont use it alot, at least I never used it very often, so that whole, worse than tobacco thing is out, because tobacco makes you want it more, and more… so whats wrong with marijuana?

I have not been using, for 2 reasons…
1. am working on getting a job, and thus more than likely I’ll have to pass a drug test to do this.

2. I’ve been giving this FULLY sXe thing a try.

so far, the no alcohol thing really has helped me though, if someone offers me a beer, If I know them, I’m just like, “Dude, cmon, its me” then their like, “Oh yea, sorry forgot” and if I dont know them, I just decline.

but, with marijuana, I dunno, I’m thinking I might start smoking again, once I get a steady job, and dont have to worry about taking drug tests, I mean, then as long as I’m not at work, whats wrong?

I guess this will make me “NOT” sXe, but I guess too me, I am, I wont go around saying I am, just because I realize I am breaking a rule, and that is that most people consider marijuana a drug. But do you consider Tylenol a drug? which it is, and do you take it for headaches? are you still straight Edge? exactly, thats pretty much how I see it about marijuana, I wont be taking it for headaches, but I mean, If its a special night, Like I get to hang with my friends I havent seen in awhile, or something And I dont have any responsabilities, is it so wrong to smoke a lil bud?

Please leave comments, I wanna hear what you think…

just commited completley to this lifestyle about 3 days ago. Had been thinking about it for quite sometime, and have realized that for me… Its deffinetly the right thing to do. I refuse to be a stereotypical SxE though, because alot of my friends are potheads, and drinkers, and I love hanging with them, when their drunk, or stoned, or when their sober. and I know alot of them say how they hate SxE because “they” are either pushy, or think they are better. I dont think that at all, I just know that for me personally to be happiest, that SxE is the right thing for me.