stop worrying

Which then leaves the question, what things should you worry about? I’m finding it tough not to worry. I’m moving back to England in December, going back to a LDR with my fiancé, but we hope this will only be for a few months. The trouble is my fiancé is a student teacher, and in Sweden last year they laid off 15% of new teachers. He’ll finish his studies in January and is moving back to his dad’s whilst looking for work. He has one lead of a job, which is great news, but it isn’t definite.

I just don’t want to be back in England for too long. Living with him for a year has been lovely, now I’m going back to where I was before. Seems like a backwards step, but that’s the way it has to be for now.

Look for the positive in every thing. Don’t focus on the negative.

I have to do the retake of the Swedish exam on the 27th. Joy :(

Got to do a lot of revising, have to pass this exam, as I need to do the next 2 stages in the Autumn.

It’s not going so well. I don’t have a job, I am running out of money, my parents are coming to holiday here in August, and I have to book things for that, taking more money out of the account. I sent CVs to people and none have replied, I’m reaching the end of my wick here!

In this climate, it’s easy to worry. Especially since I have moved country and I am trying to learn the language to get a job (which is very difficult, even for people who’ve lived here their whole lives). But! There is little I can do about all of that, and the little I can do, I am doing, the rest is silly to worry about.