have synchronized walks with other 43thingers and post pictures here

Hello all, I am trying to fight off the sadness of missing my daughter and didn’t want to stay AWOL from43T. Here are the pics I took while in Florida. I didn’t take as many pics as I wish I would have but I got some good ones. It broke my heart to have to come back to South Carolina since two of my daughters are down there and my other two daughters (who never speak to me) are up here. I miss Florida so much and I miss California too and it pisses me off that I am stuck living somewhere other than one of the two places I want to be. I hate not having any control over my life and my destiny. Well enough bitching. Here are the pics.

Hello all,
Just a quick note to let you all know I’m hanging in there. My daughter and I are leaving for Florida on Tuesday morning and I’ll come back to South Carolina probably Thursday.

Hope you are all well and happy. Will post again when I can. Enjoy your walks everyone.

I need to find homes for both my big dogs and finding a home for “Ginger”, that shouldn’t be a problem because she loves EVERYONE. Now Diesel however, he’s gonna be a problem because he’s a “family only” dog. He could get used to another family but it would take time I don’t have and unfortunately, he chews off legs first and asks questions later but he’ll get rid of those door to door religious people really quick.

I need to find good homes for them and I can’t take either of them to the animal shelter because they’d put both of them to sleep…Ginger for her age (she’s no spring chicken and she hasn’t discovered Miss Clairol to cover the grey) and Diesel well because he’s just plain obnoxious and extremely anti-social til you get to know him.

Any suggestions on how to handle this would be greatly appreciate because at this point, we will most likely have to get an apt and apts and Pitbull’s don’t mix.

I’m posting a pic of Diesel so you can see he loves his girls and wouldn’t hurt a fly as long as it was a family fly. Oh he likes cats, (he chased one over in the neighbors yard this morning hoping for breakfast) apparently he things they taste like chicken.

The shit has hit the fan here and my husband is up to his old verbal and emotional abuse. I have to take my daughter to Florida on Monday or my husband will leave. Oh gee, I wouldn’t want him to do that since he’s SOOO charming and all. On the positive side, I’m planning to get some great pics…especially one of me closing the door to this piece of crap trailer for the last time as I head back to Florida in 2 or 3 weeks.

Sorry no pics this time. Not feeling too much like walking or going out of the house or taking pics. I will post when I can. Til then, take care everyone.

that my back is much better. I took two Advil before I went to bed last night and woke up feeling much better. I will not be able to walk this morning because I have a counseling appointment but will try this afternoon and pics to follow. And Bill, my scanner is not working AGAIN so the truck pic will probably not be posted any time soon. Did I mention I HATE Hp products???

Anyway, good morning everyone. Wishing everyone a great day. Btw, it’s 26 degrees here

Oh and my daughter (yes she’s t a l k i n g to me again) and I came home last night to find trash strung all over the kitchen and two big piles of poop in the living room and stupid me doesn’t have the heart to take them to the animal shelter. Someone remind me again why I have dogs!!!!!! Do you get the feeling there’s a theme forming here?

I’m afraid I overdid the walking thing yesterday and/or slept wrong but my back is giving me fits this morning so it’s rest and heat as evidenced by my pic today.

Hope all is well with everyone. Btw, the daughter has not spoken to me since the confrontation about the Hooters tryout. I know the silence should be bliss but I cannot live in a house where there’s any tension. I don’t want her to admit she was wrong, I just want her to say she was sorry. Is that so hard?

I’ll try again tomorrow to walk. Have a great day everyone.

Damn, I’ve walked more today than I have in the last year but I got some GREAT pics. Ones even I think are pretty. And my walk clock may need synchronizing but it sure helped to walk off the hurt feelings and the feeling like someone punched me in the stomach. It was very cold in Greenville because we had some strong winds blowing through the area. The cold kind of took my mind off of the hurt I feel for a while.

Ok, first of all I have to ask everyone. Do you now or have you ever had teenage daughters? The reason I ask is because I have had a reoccuring problem having to do with mature girls, webcams and boobs. For some reason, it is irresistable for them to pose for topless shots taken with the webcam and then do who knows what with them. My 21 year old daughter did it when she was about 17 or 18 and I just found pics taken on January 21st of the 19 year old daughter that’s living with us. I just don’t get it. I guess I didn’t do that because WE NEVER HAD FREAKIN COMPUTERS OR WEBCAMS WHEN I WAS GROWING UP. What’s bothering me is I thought I raised all of them better than that and now I’m feeling like a failure as a Mom. Well she’s 19 and fully free to show her body parts to anyone she pleases. Thank God she’s leaving in March so she can use SOMEONE ELSE’S computer. God I could use a vacation :`(

Ok here are the pics. The next one’s you might see are me supergluing my daughters shirt on.

Please someone remind me again why I had kids !

Ok, ok, I know I haven’t been walking. I guess today’s the day and yes I’ll take my camera but don’t expect anything scenic or pretty or interesting cause this is just about the most drab, dreary place on Earth. Now if I was still in Florida, you would be rewarded with and delighted to some of the most beautiful scenery I’ve ever seen (and I’ve been everywhere). One of the reasons I don’t walk around here is I’m afraid of being hit like a deer by one of the rednecks apparently practicing to be Dale Earnhart. Maybe I’ll go to the local Walmart and buy an ORANGE hunting outfit so the dumbasses can see me. SO, armed with a camera I will be. But first I have to take my fat ass dogs out cause they’re doing a jungle dance lol. It’s barely daylight out and right about 29 degrees so this should be fun. The best part is:my lazy husband and daughter won’t be awake til around noon so if I decided to keep on going, I could be far far away by the time they realized I was gone. Thank God for them I’m too out of shape to walk more that about ten minutes from the house. Pics to be posted this afternoon. Happy Sunday everybody.