be motivated

I spent most of today in bed because it was cold and everything felt boooring and complicated and a mess- lying in bed far more simplistic ;)

So jobseeking- today I wrote down a few jobs to apply for and their deadlines, plus some freelance, temporary and volunteer ideas.

At the same time I want to work on my writing and script etc and work on some writing competitions, but I tend to muddle the two up and then put not enough time into either endeavour.

So I need a schedule and only give my self a certain amount of time to fret etc on ONE thing rather than several.
Also need to make my space more conducive to work. It’s a bit of a state.

Have separate areas for : scriptwriting stuff, job seeking stuff, Danish, French, dvds, arty stuff, film books and things that need to be dealt with.

Don’t just ‘float’ ideas around, be continuously considering stuff- chose a course of action and ACT.

There’s no clear incentive or result, and no real terrible consequences if I fail. So really need to work on my motivation.
I think behind that lies issues with self-confidence, self-believe and perfectionism/defeatism.
So I’m starting off working on the self-confidence, I found something on mindtools.com which I’m gonna work through and see how it goes.
http://www.mindtools.com/selfconf.html