do the right thing

When she returned from the mountain today, was able to be with her without being sad about Friday. And made arrangements to drive back from WLS meeting with her—she agreed not to use the phone during that time.

well, I told mom how I feel, then I told her what I was gonna do to take care of myself, but I didn’t get the result I hoped for, which was for her to understand me and my illness(es) and my values, and to find those things important enough to change her behavior.

so right now doing the right thing feels pretty shitty.

I am so tired, and it was almost 10 p.m. and I still hadn’t done my decluttering, but I set my stopwatch and got to work. Yay me!

Went shopping today, and tried on a bunch of bras, and it was very frustrating, and I was tired and in pain, and I made no effort to put them nicely back on hangers or take them out of the changing rooms. If I had forgotten, somehow, it wouldn’t be so bad, but I made a conscious decision NOT to do the right thing.

Note to self: try to post positive things here, and at my other similar goal: http://www.43things.com/things/view/1945511/do-just-a-little-more-than-i-think-i-can-do

“The time is always right to do what is right.”—Martin Luther King, Jr.