Not a usual goal, I know, and probably not a serious one for many people. But I live every day with memories of war, rape, violence, abuse, and death. Memories that go beyond this lifetime, memories that have aged me beyond my 22 years in this body.
I have PTSD. It is caused by trauma in other lifetimes, but it is still very real. I want to know what it’s like to live without fear, without the nightmares, without the constant battle with depression. I want to live a long life. I want to heal, and I want everything to be different this time.
