To live instead of exist

to live instead of exist
what does it all warrent
to answer that you have to define “exist” first
in my eyes its being bliss apart of the system
to give up on your soul for humanity
its to give up you spirit for your health
i call this the greater good mentality
some would say to do whats best
but i think with this ideal
humanity can not evole or progress
for most human since it has all been discovered by acidents

in pain
i do not wiast
any breath
for each moment
is enoyed
for every silent moment
i think of laughter
peeking in to my rear views mirrow
i see no sorrow
but see the sounds of my saving grace
the laghter the smile
that twinkle in some one eyes
on then do i feel like i am living
i life i am proud of
this my defention of how too
live instead of exist