stop my addiction to chapstick

I haven’t used chapstick in about a week. My top lip is pretty good now. Just as my bottom lip was beginning to heal a little bit, but then I got a goddamn cold sore! So now my lip is destroyed because it got so dry from the cold sore medication so it’s raw and peeling and I still have the cold sore! Arrgfhdj! But I will not give up!

This is my 2nd try and I’m determined to stop! I’ve been using it since 5th grade and I’ve had it! I’m in college now so I think it’s going to take a while to break this, but I will do it. The 1st day is pain. After that it’s just torture. Not licking my lips is a problem now too, since my lips are so chapped I can’t open my mouth normally. Curse you chapstick!!!