find a hobby

Technically I have done this b/c I have started to learn about birds, read more, and hopefully I can get myself to paint and write more. I even got a job at the library. It’s isn’t so bad. Maybe next summer, although that’s a while from now, I’ll get my keyboard and guitar from my mom’s house and start using those again, which I miss. I want to get more involved in organizations at school, too, that will be big plus. I’m hanging on to this one for a little while longer, I guess, to see what progress I can make.

I’d like to get a job, but any time I get one, it seems like there is something or someone, especially, about it that I can’t stand. It nags at me and nags at me, and I end up hating it. I’m scared to work, even though I want to, and it would help with the money. I kinda want to work at the library at the university, but I don’t want another bad experience. You’d think, how bad can it be at a library, right? But maybe there is some old ice crotch who won’t leave you alone. Has anyone ever worked at their college or at a library? Did you like it?