figure out what to do with my life

so i’m just going along, enjoying my major (music therapy), when all of a sudden, i decide i’m COMPLETELY overwhelmed with work and i’m not even sure anymore what i want to do with the rest of my life. so, rethinking my major… who knows how this will end…

my parents aren’t very supportive of what i want to do… and i myself dont know what job i want just what i want to go to college for, and it would probably be a good idea to figure that out first. my parents are just concerned that i wouldn’t make any money. whatever. THIS IS CONFUSING!!

now i have even less of an idea… my mom is always trying to argue with me about it… but she thinks i should go to the college my dad works at (westchester) for at least a year before considering anywhere else…. i don’t know.

so yeah… i definitely need to decide what college to go to and what to actually major in… although i know what i want to do my mom’s kinda like NO