Respect myself again.

My self-respect fluctuates… but i find it so hard to respect myself, because all i do is screw up… and i feel so far away from God right now… which of course messes everything up.

it’s alot easier to respect yourself when other people respect you too… :)

the problem is my self-esteem. for as long as i can remember its been pretty low. and i’m pretty screwed up. but i don’t want it to be like that.