have better judgement

mostly that I need to be attuned to the greater purpose of my life more… and not to waste it or my opportunities.

It is usually right. I don’t have time to waste in situations in which I don’t belong. I truly believe it is possible to make judgements quickly and correctly based on first impressions.

Absolute rubbish in fact. Ok, If I’m honest with myself I take courses of action/ set things in motion that I KNOW right from the start are bad judgement. So, if I’m not willing to make the effort to at least pretend to make good judgements, should I just cross this off….. no, because I always live in hope.

Am I learning something? I want to be a better person, I think if I end up getting the face I deserve in 20 years time, I want it to be the face of a good person…

Have saved myself twice in the last three days from stupid decisions. So maybe that is progress…..

I think I also have made some good ones too! One of them was postponing the Italian restaurant dinner and instead drinking lots of water after my run :-)

...about people, places and things. Does this mean I should do the opposite of my instinct? Like the Seinfeld episode where George did the opposite of everything he usually does…

From “The Opposite”

George : It’s not working, Jerry. It’s just not working.

Jerry : What is it that isn’t working?

George : Why did it all turn out like this for me? I had so much promise. I was personable, I was bright. Oh, maybe not academically speaking, but … I was perceptive. I always know when someone’s uncomfortable at a party. It became very clear to me sitting out there today, that every decision I’ve ever made, in my entire life, has been wrong. My life is the opposite of everything I want it to be. Every instinct I have, in every of life, be it something to wear, something to eat … It’s all been wrong.

Later…..

( A blonde looks at George )

Elaine : Ah, George, you know, that woman just looked at you.

George : So what? What am I supposed to do?

Elaine : Go talk to her.

George : Elaine, bald men, with no jobs, and no money, who live with their parents, don’t approach strange women.

Jerry : Well here’s your chance to try the opposite. Instead of tuna salad and being intimidated by women, chicken salad and going right up to them.

George : Yeah, I should do the opposite, I should.

Jerry : If every instinct you have is wrong, then the opposite would have to be right.

George : Yes, I will do the opposite. I used to sit here and do nothing, and regret it for the rest of the day, so now I will do the opposite, and I will do

something!

( He goes over to the woman )

George : Excuse me, I couldn’t help but notice that you were looking in my direction.

Victoria : Oh, yes I was, you just ordered the same exact lunch as me.

( G takes a deep breath )

George : My name is George. I’m unemployed and I live with my parents.

Victoria : I’m Victoria. Hi.

*Not saying my life is that bad, but sometimes I need to think twice, three times, four times before I make a move!