But I know I do not live faithfully. I wish I could align my hope with my actions, it’s not going to happen, too many things right now require me to be less ardent. My hope is something that pulls me through things that outvie the normal issues we face on a daily basis. It comes into play when, If I do not have faith, I will not make it. It is hope and prayer that my life will always be reconstructed, fixed, when it has become broken.
I have faith. I do not live faithfully.
