Live my life according to the magazine experts... and see where it leads...

It seems to me that we are often too hard on ourselves. But we forget that we have the chance to wake up every morning and start a new day, fresh, with no mistakes in it.

I am going to do my best to remember this. To remember that these little events in my life, however meaningful they seem to be at first, are not as important as they may appear.

Well, I’m not sure how I did today. I woke up and went to do groceries- good. But came home and napped for 3 hours – not good. Now I’m groggy and too lazy to do anything. So not a very good use of my saturday I must admit. I did read quite a bit of my Self mag which was quite inspiring. So perhaps I should stop getting quite so down on myself and appreciate the things I did do.

I read some time ago, that a woman decided that she would follow to wise advice of the magazine gods for a whole year. Who was she to question the experts who give their words of wisdom to those willing to read their words? She claims it changed her life. Perhaps I need to test this for myself. I could use some help and like most women, have no life expertise. I’m willing to learn and give new things a try. I doubt my life can get any more “average”. Perhaps I can make changes that will make me happier (not that I’m sad). I want to be proactive, not reactive. I want to take my life by their preverbal balls and reach for those freaking stars!