Untitled — 1 month ago
I was bulimic(lax.)for 3 yrs and anorexic for just a short time-mostly,since Ive been over the bulimia-i still have episodes of binging-i don’t purge anymore.Now i have an 8 yr old and a new 8 month old.Since this baby,Ive been starting with the binging again.I feel so out of control.i was doing good for a whole month(weekends off) dieting and all of a sudden im going nuts with my eating.its not even enjoyable and the guilt and the sight of my body is driving me insane.I’m having a really hard time-so sick of stuffing myself sick and sitting there in agony,physically and mentally.I need a way out of this.i have no fun.i wont go swimming,to the beach i have major anxiety when im trying to watch what i eat and when im not.i need to get help out of this .i want to be a fun mom and im so miserable.
