be comfortable in my own skin

My aesthetician recommended pro-biotics for me and my skin issues so I have been taking the supplements lately and hopefully it will help me out a little.
The air here is so freaking DRY though and although my face is “icky” and not clear, the dry air is doing worse damage because I tend to overdo it on the washing.
By the way, it’s beautiful here. During the day, noonish, the temp is like 70. Ahhhh…

I weighed myself today and feel pretty good about it. “Work in progress” I tell myself. By nature, I feel low self esteem and mask that with humor or sarcasm. I want to be more positive so I think the more each day I do that, the more it will become reality.

I am very uncomfortable in my own skin. I hate my body, my face, my hair, etc. yet I do try to be presentable and comfortable and do things that make me happier about them. I have many insecurities about myself and some days are better than other. Sometimes I don’t give a flying F what others think when they see me and other days when I feel all eyes are on me (yes, very egotistical but I am an only child and have to let go of the fact that the world does not revolve around me). I will work on this as a lifelong goal!