Get Healthy and STAY HEALTHY!

My journey starts in the Bahamas where I got introduced to a whole lot of information as far as healing herbs and techniques are concerned. Of course everything is natural. I am thinking about starting a blog on my journey, but before anything I wish to take this opportunity here to make small reports on all the information I come across that might be of any benefit to anyone who will come across my posts. So here it is :

N* 1 : THE NEEM TREE

All parts of the tree are said to have medicinal properties (seeds, leaves, flowers and bark) and are used for preparing many different medical preparations.

In India, the plant is variously known as “Sacred Tree,” “Heal All,” “Nature’s Drugstore,” “Village Pharmacy” and “Panacea for all diseases”. Products made from neem trees have been used in India for over two millennia for their medicinal properties: neem products are believed to be anthelmintic, antifungal, antidiabetic, antibacterial, antiviral, contraceptive and sedative.Neem products are also used in selectively controlling pests in plants. It is considered a major component in Ayurvedic and Unani medicine and is particularly prescribed for skin disease.

Back in 2008 I was diagnosed with hepatitis C, but I didn’t really care at the time.

Psychologically, emotionally, creatively I was in a mess and as a result of that I shut down and didn’t make any further research on cases of hepatitis C. I knew very little and frankly I can’t really say that I was keen on living either. My mindset at the time was very narrow, more like : ‘come what may, whatever happens happens…’ I had just been in a very bad and emotionally abusive relationship and I was extremely drained. I felt no love for myself whatsoever and I just thought that as long as I am not putting anyone else’s life to risk, I might as well live until I die..aren’t we all going to die one day after all?

It took me three years to go back to the doctor and have the blood tested again. I knew what was coming, YET things had changed in the meantime and I have started this wonderful relationship with somebody who pretty much is the person I never thought I’d meet. He is perfect, caring, honest, he listens and so far I have never experienced anything like this in my WHOLE life ! I even imagined myself having his babies in the future. I really want to. As far as my balance is concerned, I have finally found my calling and things are now pretty great, I feel so blessed, yet last week when I was about to bring him the news about the hepatitis, I freaked out at first. It is not easy, especially when you just met someone and everything is going SO perfectly well…yet I love him and it is only normal that he knows the truth. He has the right to choose whether he is willing to stay in this relationship with me or move on. Love is not selfish, so I told him and his first reaction was obviously silence. He said he would call me back and the couple hours that followed his promised call seemed like an eternity. I felt so alone and for the first time in 3 years, I collapsed…I truly realized what hepatitis C was all about. What really made me mad was the attitude of the doctors, they acted so condescending towards me and when I asked them if I would ever be able to have a healthy baby, they just ignored me. They decided to run another test, strictly on hepatitis C this time, but my mind was elsewhere.

Finally he did call back and said that he couldn’t care less, he said he loves me and that we are going to get over it TOGETHER. I can’t tell you how great it feels not to be judged. My man believes in alternative medicine and so do I. I know thoughts affect how we feel a lot. I can’t exactly tell you how I got the disease, but I wouldn’t be surprised to find out that my body just developped it because at the time I had a lot of hatred and fear in my life. How I got it doesn’t really matter, because I am happy to be at peace now. I feel I can handle ANYTHING and most importantly I feel that if I got myself into this situation, I CAN GET OUT OF IT, by the power of thoughts and energy work. This is going to be a journey, but I am excited ! I am planning to visit couple retreats around the world, not to be healed, because I believe that I already am healthy. I just want to strengthen my balance and my spirit. I want to be able to set myself free from anything that has been a burden in my life, I want to forgive everyone I haven’t forgiven yet, I want to create a more positive world and inspire people, I want to start an Art organization that is going to change the world for the better, I want it and I believe that this is all a blessing in disguise. I never knew what love was until now, I want to be able to love myself more everyday as well and shine this positive light out into the world. I want to love life more and more everyday, because LIFE is BEAUTIFUL and you are beautiful. Everybody shines and ANYTHING that we allow into our world is there for a good reason. I have no doubt that in a near future me and him are going to have healthy babies. I have no doubt that I will be able to welcome this baby into a healthy womb, a healthy and pure blood that carries the miracle of life. I feel blessed and grateful.