pamper myself more

It is good to reward ones’ self, and it’s particulary important as a woman to look after herself on so many levels.

By doing this you feel that you are worth something.

All to often we scarfice ourselves for family, friends, work etc…
I think I done that, now I give myself a little treat.

Yeah… I did… I pampered myself again… got myself another bag.

No I don’t have a bag fetish, but I realised I don’t actually own a proper handbag. So I got a cute little sophisticated leather bag that can be worn as a rucksac or sling….

You know what… I can see me buying another, but I deserve it!

OMG! How sad is this..? But last week I bought myself a leather bag…(shakes head slowly).

For weeks I’ve been passing this tiny little bag shop on my way to lunch…going past never stopping but always noticing it back and forth for nearly 8 weeks. I daren’t go in the shop because I was afraid I’d see something I’d like but couldn’t afford.

Well… things came to ahead when one morning going to work I felt so ashamed of what I was carrying. I finally admitted to myself that this bag had seen better days. I felt ashamed to open it amongst the other commuters. So I tried to order a bag from my friends catalogue…cos gurl ain’t flossing at the moment….only to find that a few days later my friend sends me a message telling me they don’t have the colour I want… I had no choice and I knew it was a sign for me to go in that tiny bag shop…

The 1st bag I pointed at I asked how much, and the guy says something like £80-£85… well I scoffed and laughed because it was out of my price range. But then the guy says to me… “hang on… someone brought back an identical bag, you can have it for £30… I ended up paying £28 and some pence for it….

I love my bag so much…with is velvet interior…. er yes… velvet…and its distressed look, its gorgeous. The thing is I now need other bags… this bag is like my work bag… I need to carry my books and it won’t last 4ever, although I will do my upmost to not wear it out… What Have I Started?

Oh… Yes.. I haven’t done this in ages and boy did I feel good for doing it…

At the weekend I bought me some undies and smell nice… I felt so girlie and I was pleased with myself. Guilty…?Hell No! I truly owed myself this.

Candlelit long soaks in the bath, buying perfume, manicures, pedicures, massages, dettox holidays in Goa (well?!)

I don’t do any of these things and they’re just the tip of my list. It’s time to start feeling like a woman and loving the whole me (its so sexy just thinking about it). I must stop depriving myself of these basic essentials.