reflect on as many things for which I'm grateful daily

a long relaxing shower
baking almost 100(96) choc chip cookies for orders
washing all the dishes
waking up early
mumford & suns
blank white page
all my dreams rolled into one
going through my facebook and msn ‘friends list’ and deleting ‘friends’
finally realising some people just aren’t worth it
taking time out to appreciate the people who make my life special, who’ve been there for me when i’ve most needed it, especially when i didn’t know how to ask for help. those are the people who deserve to be in my life, who i’ve got to hold on to and continue to reciprocate love, kindness and understanding with.

new moon midnight release
jacob black
taylor lautner
maccaz at 2 in the morning
taxi rides
home by 4am
up til 6
glee
merlin
arthur
talking to josh
seriously talking to josh
seeing that neither of us know what to do without eachother
fuck so pathetic
ugh
very thankful though
no rash decisions
i really don’t get that ‘if you love something let it go’ saying – if you love it, keep it for as long as you can; for as long as it works. because if you let that love go, if it does come back, things may change, things will change and even if you still love one another, it’ll be a different love and that’s not necessarily a good thing.
time to take out and play my violin after abandoning it for about 4 months
time to play the piano too
time to sit out in the warm weather and paint for a little bit
great food
a good day

cleaning out the shed to get rid of everything that we no longer need
getting things organised for the garage (carport) sale this weekend
that my last exam for the year is tomorrow
finding a bunch of old photos
planning to scan them to facebook
that i’m going to the midnight release of new moon in just over 24 hours wowowow :D
dreams
benson & hedges
discovering the love of my life – Evgeny Aleksandrovitch Nikolaev Simonov (aka Eugene Hütz) <3
getting my feet wet
thong tan lines
reminiscing
music playing through the radio the whole day
having a long cool shower to end the day

spending the entire day cleaning
sorting out my wardrobe
getting clothes/toys/electrical goods together to sell at the garage sale
that my last exam is this week
that the weather was lovely today
the best shower you could ever imagine, ever.
waffles with strawberries and nutella for breakfast
time to think
kathy
ash
figuring out a couple aspects of my life
my glasses

one exam down
that the exam room was quite cool
the sunshine
the cool breeze
the rain
the walk
uni
planning a picnic with kathy
kathy
i love her, she’s absolutely amazing
replying
organising to see tashie
libraries
the hume library
the gorgeous librarian
facial hair
smiles
happy happy
picking up books at the library
did i mention the librarian, i finally got his name today.
i also realised i have a thing for married men, it needs to be dealth with. :/

study
lots of study
enough study for me to pass (i hope)
realising there’s a mistake on my visa so i can fix it in time
filling out my police check for disney
a reply email
oh god that reply <3
seriously, have to reply to it in the morning
radiohead
personal by stars
cheeseburger
water
a very cool shower
moisturiser
sleep
the internet
friends, real friends.
LOVE.

getting two loads of washing done
more episodes of the x-files
getting a bit of reading done
my eye not bruising after my sister accidentally hit me lol
the air con
the sunshine
tanning after being outside for ten minutes
thong tan lines haha
tim mcmillan’s hair <3
emailing back
controlllllllllll
messages
sour cream
that tomorrow is wednesday, which means i’ll have time to study before my exam on thursday! eeeek

gorgeous weather
fans
a working aircon
music
merlin
x-files
talking
time to think
realising
great food
turkish apple tea
georgia fair
radiohead
singlets
shorts
barefeet on icy cold tiles on a scorching day like today
spelling mistakes

playing guitar hero
karaoke with the windows open for the neighbours to hear at midnight
falling asleep at 5.20am
having to wake up at 6am
catching public transport to ballarat
spending time with Tash, Arwen and Bounty
Trivial Pursuit
pasta
dyson vacuum cleaners
benson & hedges
mummy’s food
iPhone applications
Radiohead
the gorgeous weather
the fresh air of mount clear
bringing thongs
the smell of baby cologne
having both sides of the headphones work
that my phone battery lasted the whole day
homemade filipino foods
hugging mummy
time to think
time with family
not wasting a day on facebook
for my sister and all that she does/has done for me
making it to the station in time to catch the last bus back home
a cool and calming shower
43things and all the wonderful people who use it
a bed to sleep in
a place to call home.

even though it passed a couple days ago, i had a pretty significant 24 hours and thought it deserved to be posted about, so here’s my list of things that i was/am grateful for on the 5th of november, 2009:

being late
kathy being okay with the fact that i was late
getting dressed up
feeling pretty
buying new jeans
buying new red shoes
returning all my library books before due date
catching transport again – bus and train
having my period
my one year high school reunion
seeing people from high school that i actually like
hugs
seeing pregnant hayley
ellie driving me and kathy to and from the reunion
gossip
seeing caity for the first time in probably months, back from her week away in queensland
hanging at kathy’s
meeting kathy’s mum
meeting kathy’s dad
her parents are the sweetest!!
my couisin moving closer to me! <3
kathy’s sister ghina, so adorable
alcohol
juice that had alcohol in it
lollies
pub squash
left handedness
guitar
acoustic guitar
left handed people playing the acousit guitar, left handedly (i’m not quite sure that’s actually a word but anyway…)
matt emailing me back
seeing matt at the reunion
talking to him briefly at the reunion
seeing that not much has changed about him since i left
talking about the songs he’s learnt on the guitar
his facial hair
that he remembers my name even though i never took any classes with him, was never in his homeroom and only ever saw him before or after school or at lunch times and free periods
that he still lets me call him sir
that i work a skirt that day that showed off just enough skin
that i caught him checking out my legs
that he said he’d only be at the reunion from the starting time, for fifteen minutes but ended up staying for an hour and a half
mum picking me up
my brother, 24 years old today
life
the weather
...everything.