have sex more often

not since saturday. ugh.

we used one of our new toys last night.
we came at the same time. it was wonderful, and well worth the wait.
=]

okay so last night was kinda wierd. we were fooling around, it was about 9:30 pm. we dont like to really go at it until late at night, so no one can hear.
anyways, we fooled around for a while, and i gave him his finale on accident, and then he fell asleep…AT 9:30.
ugh.
what the hell?
better luck tonight i guess. hes off work again. ill try my hardest!

UGH. does he even think im attractiive? come on just do me for gods sakes, im losing it. i just want to be ravished.

i think i might change this goal to “have GOOD sex more often”.
we had sex last night, and it wasnt the best…at all..it actually really sucked…i wasnt all that into it, because im pretty sick, and i couldnt handle him being on top because my lungs hurt, and i couldnt be on top, because i dont have the energy…
were going to try again tonight…ugh.

no stories to tell today. my boyfriends sister got married on saturday, and we were so tired there was no point.
but hey, we had a terrible storm last night (arm of hurricaine ike) so now we have no power, and sources say we may not have power until wednesday (doing this at work where i have power) so we have candles lit all over the house…instant ambience. =]
so we will probably be in the mood later since theres nothing frikkin else to do =]
(trust me, im not complaining)

hellz yes. =]

last night, we were lying in bed, and did the kissy kissy lets have sex thing. then we sat back for a secon and realized that we were too damned exhausted, and we both had to get up early.
plus it was grandmas first night, and it was kinda creepy. better luck tonight =]

My boyfriends grandmother is coming to stay with us for a few days. she is in town for his sisters wedding (this saturday), and we couldnt let her stay in a hotel…but that means no sexual healing. =[
or we have to be very very very quiet. which is boring…

last night was good, not the best, but its always awesome.
i think i should change this goal to “have more orgasms”. LOL
just kidding..i almost always do…quite a few, so i have no reason to complain.
but still i gave him what he wanted, and isnt that the most important thing? hes been catering to me in the bedroom the last few times..figured i would pay him back..