get over him

this is going to be a very long difficult process.
i guess we “actually broke up” yesterday.
after he told me many hurtful things that included the words “i didn’t mean to use you”.
i can’t accept this.
i feel sick, and i cannot seem to stop crying.
this is a horrible feeling, and i can’t wait until it stops.

i hung out with him a little.
worst decision of my life.
jeeez.

well, i talked to him today.
it was a very short conversation.
short and simple.
but that is what i needed.

it’s just hard to grasp how an ended relationship can change your daily routine and everything you do…for so long.

i think i need to work on being happy without a relationship..

oh man.
it’s gonna take some time.