stop being jealous

But I am afraid to take it off my list. It hasn’t been long enough and since this was the whole reason for starting my list..I want to keep it here a while longer. It seems as long as it’s here, I am mindful of it, and aware of it, which seems to keep the ugly monster away….

I’ve been doing a lot better with this over the last week. I have really been making a concious effort. Life has been going a lot smoother….

I have to stop this and learn to control my own mind. I feel jealous whenever my husband wants to spend time with any of his friends or talks about any other woman. I hate that I feel this way. I know it’s ridiculous. I just don’t know how to stop. I know it’s my problem, it’s my own self esteem and insecurity issues. I really want to over come this!!