Piscarius Poetry

January 31, 2013

How my heart feels.

The street covers have hole to drain
the bitter and cold rain
the snow flakes drift and fall
The view say it all
It is just how my heart feels

The cold wind howls and blows
the damage it does never shows
The lost, dead leaves drift
My mind always asks “What if?”
It is just how my heart feels

The sun is hazy and warm
Dark clouds bring in the storm
Only to crash and batter
How I felt never really mattered
It is just how my heart feels

The coming sunrise gives me hope
At sunset, I struggle to cope
To understand what must be
and wish you still loved me
It is just how my heart feels

The night sky bleeds
As the questions of why linger
The glass of reality shatters

A haunting fire embraces all
devouring today
leaving a death that pierced yesterday

Laying awake
listening to Peace as it sadly speaks
Knowing a lonely daughter cries

A laughter cut short
Robbed of the breath
As morning rises with light and death
unprejudiced

A young woman whispers
As the liquid of time moves toward eternity
the marble of the truth speaks

She whispers
“Will you remember me and live”

Dedicated to my wonderful cousin, Britta. 1983-2009
You will never be forgotten, and we will live our lives with you in it.

Swerving, to avoid the hit,
Gripping, what still lies within
Fingers crushing, the feeling there
Daring not to let go
Afraid that it might leave

A heart racing in the dark
Sharp, piercing, cold on my skin
Burning, to the unknown
Gripping with faith, that it is true
Holding steadfast
To something that is not really there.

Screaming out into the void
Sliding, feeling things lose control
A deep breath, a twist within soul
Starting blinding into the night
As tears leak into the hole
where my heart once was.

The warmth of your skin
Echoing the feeling of my soul
Our hearts connected
Revealing what is hidden
My eyes do not hesitate
Yours, searching the truth
The answer to the question
Yet my heart waivers
Uncertain,
To expose the fragile ribbon
A steam of hope,
A silent dream of my heart desires
Knowing that I should not explore
Living in the moment,
Never expecting more,
Only finding broken egg shells
Where others have found dreams full filled
Your touch, gentle and reassuring
clutching my hand, caressing my face
Speaks the wave of feelings
You hold in your heart
In this brief moment in time
Together
I release all that I am
losing a part of myself in you
and glory in the harmony
which is our love

Fingers linger,
touching, forever remembering
drinking in the joy,
unbound, unfettered and free
as I lay in your arms

With closed eyes, I pray
Seeing the light of a feeling,
Dancing and moving within me,
As I feel your heartbeat
calling to my soul.

In the shadows, the morning rises,
As I try to hold you close
My fingers releasing,
what my heart and soul will not
My voice whispering without crying
“I love you”

My body slips into silence
Reverberating by a touch
Captured in a feeling
A stillness within
Yet,
Moving, reaching, caressing
A song of simple words
From the depth of a soul
In the darkness, I whispered
Allowing the innocence into the void
Revealing all the hidden spaces
In which there are no doors
With the heartbeat, it becomes known,
Cascading without control
Echoing, into the night
Where blind eyes do not see
The pure flame,
Bright, dancing with emotion
Glorious and free

A cool summer rain falls, touching all
I embrace the evening
It refreshing my longing heart
Under the midnight sky
My lips dance with simple message
As the thunder drowns out the words
But a smile seeps into the darkness
While tenderness pierces my soul
My eyes cannot see,
As rain pours down, drenching me
The night is blended, into one sound
The steady beating of a heart
Ripping the velvet curtain of the night

Bottling up unspoken words
Tears coming down with the rain
The storm hides the saddness
As I walk back to my car
the wind steals my cries
protecting what is left within
Gently brushing off the clinging sand,
The dampness of my clothing reminding me
Of the sun, the sand, the wonderful water,
A reflection of of my happy soul.
a kiss, given to travel miles
Yet sadness falls
A stong breeze blows touching all,
making my hair dance, my soul move
Wanting to escape, be free
To be with you
Rain falls on the windshield
Blurring, blending all colors,
as tears awashing a soul
A heart grips tightly to a feeling
As the breakwaters crash along the shore
breaking up the abandoned sand castles
A cleansing rain on the beach
Washing away what was there, now gone

Our desire, a delicious fire
Which I want to escape with you
Amist our silent music, a heartsong
One of passion and laughter
A flame dancing under the skin
Remember the rhythm between us
Trusting, honest, open and free
A gentle but powerful ocean moving within
Find my sacred promise I give to you
To share a unspoken dream
Cherish my kiss, my touch
Taste the depths of my soul
as we rise like the waves of cool water
A love entwined with a heart and soul

My lips are silent
tears falling
Yesterday your words
devoured my heart
I am blind to the fever
Trustingly naked
Defensless
See the liquid magic
born of our laughter
Picture you and me
a secret smile
a wild dance
Embracing deep
Exploring that rhythm
our soul’s hidden music
the joy,
as a brilliant morning
opens time
bringing us home
where I am in your arms
turning my head,
my hair caressing your face
Awakening you to my kiss
and whispering
I love you.