Kiss in the rain

July 9, 2012

It was late Saturday night, and the Cowboy and I were relaxing with having a couple of beers and watching a good movie. As we were sitting there, he could hear it start to rain, so he paused the movie and went to the front door. Of course, I asked him where he was going. He said “I have to enjoy the rain.” I smiled, as I know how much he loves storms and rain. He had hoped that it would storm out so we could “share” a storm together, as it always seems to storm either there I live or where he lives, but we have never been together for a nice thunder, lightening storm. Well, it was just a nice steady rain.

Before he went out the door and stood on the porch, I got a bit daring. I told him that I might really love this. He asked me why. I told him that one of my goals was to kiss in the rain. He then grabbed me and pulled me out onto the porch. I was more then willing to follow him. LOL He stood me partly in the rain, so we would get a little bit wet (as it was cold rain) and said “I think I can help you achieve this goal perfectly” And then he kissed me.

So we had a wonderful romantic kissing session in and out of the rain. It was so very lovely. I have to say that it was more lovely then any other time I have tried this goal (with my ex). It was so wonderful yet, it was also bittersweet, because my heart was still worried about where “we” were going in the long run. That thought was pushed aside, because I just wanted to enjoy the moment and share my heart with him.

It was lovely to be kissed and held in his strong arms. I felt that is where I belonged. And my worried heart and soul, calmed and was happy.

I only hope that I didn’t do more damage to my heart.

Photograph: The picture of the back of the Cowboy’s neck. He has this little curly “J” at the nape of his neck. It is sexy cute. Taken July 8, 2012.

I would kiss you,
In the dark,
my lips revealing,
the depths of my heart.

I would kiss you,
In the sunlight
The warmth catching,
all the my unspoken dreams.

I would kiss you
in the pouring rain
my tears mingling,
washed away in happiness
that I am in your arms.

I would kiss you

It was this morning. It was a kiss good-bye while it was raining outside. A soft, gentle kiss.

It still was very lovely no matter I would have rather had my kiss in the rain to be one of those soul wrenching kisses that leaves you breathless. But. . since it was during the late morning when both of us are dreading going to work because we would rather be together longer. I love this kisses. His passionate ones, his tender, loved filled ones and his gentle I’ll-see-you-later, baby ones like I got today.

Of course, I asked for another one, since I know it might be another week before I see him again.

I hope I get another chance to kiss him in the rain again. No matter what, I love him if I get to kiss him in the rain again or not. It was just a fun, exciting goal that we can work on together.

I think I was more excited about kissing in the rain this morning then he was. Of course, it was raining and we were standing out in it.

I saw my beloved the other day and it was raining so very hard. As I was driving up to Findlay, I was the wonders of God in the streaks of lightening in the sky. It was so beautiful but scary because I really dislike driving at night especially in the rain.

When I saw him, I was a bit shook up because my car almost hydroplaned while I was on 23. I was about 25 minutes late getting there because I drove slower praying to God to watch over me and help me with my fear because I just wanted to pull over and stop.

Plus I had to use the restroom so badly that it kind of mood for a romantic kiss in the rain. I got a bit upset later because I realized that I could have accomplished this goal. When I mentioned it to him he just said “Your the one that was in such a hurry to go to the bathroom.”

Gosh, I could have gotten this accomplished! Well, we did accomplish some lovely kissing, but not in the rain. He knows about this goal now so we might still be able to get this one done.

Not going to have anyone to kiss.. and it does count when I send kissing into the air to fly the the loved one of my heart.

Sigh. . .

Wished that I could have enjoyed this goal with him. He is such a wonderful kisser. I love to be lost in his arms when he kisses me.

I was sitting on my friend’s porch reading a book, trying really hard to keep my mind of him. By him, I mean the person that has captured my heart and soul. The person that inflitrates my ever waking moment and brings me sunshine even when the skies are gray. A person that I have been waiting my whole life to find. A person who’s heart beat mirrors my own in thoughts, feelings and morals. I love him so much.

As I was reading, it started raining. It was a beautiful summer type rain, that is slow and cool and in which the sun is still shining. I wanted to go and dance in and smile up at the dripping sky and release all the love in my heart for him.

I didn’t because my friend told the kids to get out of the rain and quit playing it in, so I refrained from expressing my heart’s desire. But the feeling was so great that I texted him and told him that it was raining here, a wonderful sunny type of summer rain, in which I wished that he was here so I could kiss him in it. It was just a romantic and I know he is very romantic at heart as I am.

He texted me back telling me “Awesome” I wished I could hear him say that word to me. I love that way he says it.

I can’t wait until this Saturday! We are going to Cedar Point together. I warned him that I was going to scream my head off since I don’t care for Roller Coasters that much. He just laughed and said he believed that I probably was going to try very hard not to do that for his sake. Yes, I am but, I know it might happen so I don’t want to shock him so I told him.

I can’t wait! I can’t wait. I think I could possibly be the happiest woman in the whole world right now. Well, I know that I am not, but still I feel that way! I am happy, happy happy!