I always wanted to be a Top. Ever since I was a little girl. It was either a Mother Superior or a Dominatrix. And now finally at the age of 27 I am in the right place at the right time.
And I’ve started in a position that I never ever could imagine myself being in but am so glad that I did. I am learning how to bear the lash so that I may be better at giving it. I am learning to bow in service so I understand what it means to receive it.
And through him I learn to apperciate the awesome physical and emotional responsibility you take when you give pain that is turned into a tormenting pleasure.
There is much to do and learn and feel and experience.
but what I have experienced so far is the tip of the iceberg
what I have felt so far is the beautiful and terrifying freedom of bondage
and what I have learned is the power and strength it takes to school yourself under the lash and behind the blindfold.
The submissive is not with out will the dominate is very much subject to it as well. And I seek to be a model student so that I may in turn be a Magnificent Master
