ok so it was worth doing just to get it over with…. but idk it was a drunken one so i really dont remember it and i think it was waaaaayyyy to much tongue on my part and def on his!!!! idk what’s even happening with him…. BOYS SUCK!
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i’m ready to have my first kiss! i want it to be something amazing and something i’ll tell my kids, well the girls, but i want it to happen soon. i think i’ve waited pretty patiently for 17, 18 years on sunday. i think my first kiss will be with someone that i will end up dating so i’ve always just figured i can wait because i’ve always felt like i was never in the place to have a relationship. i’ve wanted to have one but i think inside i knew i shouldnt. i’m such an emotional roller coaster and i’ve never really felt confortable with who i am so why should i have a person in my life that would have to deal with that too. but this year i think i’ve finally grown into myself. i still have my insecurities but i feel like i’m not going to be up and do and i can really open myself up to someone. and every time i think of a relationship i’ve always felt that it is something that is very mature and i think i’m finally there.
so why do i always mess things up with guys? i always get close to something happening then i mess it up.