I have always hated the idea of therapy. The problem with me is that I know what the problems are and I know the solutions, I just can’t live with having the problems in the first place. And I know exactly what therapist would say/advise. I have thought a lot of going the path of psychology, partly to try and understand myself. And I’m extremely stubborn, at least when it comes to people telling me what to do.
I also don’t think I would be comfortable talking about my problems, secrets, etc to basically a stranger. And the other obvious issue is that I wouldn’t want my parents or friends to ever find out. I keep everything inside, locked away from anyone. No one gets in, nothing gets out. Thats how I feel right now. I know its probably the wrong way to think and act, but I don’t like putting my problems on other people and wan’t them to think highly of me.
