get thin

Im So Desperate To Be Thin
No one Understands
I Know I Shouldnt Stop Eating All Together But Its Got To The Point Where I Dont Even Care About What It Does To Me As Long As I Get Thinner!
I Hate Myself SO MUCH!

how do i fight the temptation!!!!!!!!!!

not going well

too much stress at the moment
:(

i hate this

How Do I Loose Weight On My Upper Arms?
Any Ideas?

lately i have been feeling so fat but havent been thinking to deeply bout it but yesterday i was over my boyfriends and i notcied myself in the mirror. i felt so sick and disgusting i just couldnt help but cry. my boyfriend made me say what was wrong and tried to comfort me by saying that im not fat and that he swears on my life that im not.

i cant take seeing myself looking so repulsive, im not going to give up or give in this time im going to try so hard to stop binging, do MORE exercise and limit what i do eat

:(

i gave in to temptation
im so upset
after my run i got bakc and had to have my dinner and then suddenly i got such huges urges to eat and i gave in it slike i couldnt control it!

im such a disapointment
im never going to achieve this
:’(

im not really sure i did well today or not
i guess i cud have done better, i had a tuna sandwich and a cup a soup.

just got back from a two hour run :)
feeling good about that
im trying to go everyday

the bad thing about today was i had a few chips…feeling really guilty

im thinking about food so much right now
:(
I Dunno if i can hold back
(fingers crossed)

stocked up on cup a soup today
didnt stuff my face….which is always a good thing
was at the boyfriends house today, luckily they had nothing in so we cudnt binge all day

sixth form starts again tomorrow
should be ok, dont get watched so much when it comes to eating

not hungry barely ever lately
:)

i lost 5 pounds last week, which was good i got myself back down to 7 stone, still gotta work at it though.

im doing well with the whole binging at the moment
i havent been doing it as much and have been trying to put my mind into other stuff like art prep work and revision

suprisingly my boyfriend eats very little when he comes over mine so maybe i should invite him to mine more often instead of going to his where i get forced to eat lots; that way i can eat less

im getting so sick of seeing all these thin people around me and they do nothing to achieve looking the way they do, but when i try i loose barely any weight and still feel disgusting.

lately i have been trying to eat less again to try and shift the pounds that way, but im finding it harder now, everytime i dont eat i feel so sick to he extent of nearly collapsing.

i used to be able to go days without eating much at all because i got used to it, but now my boyfriend has started to watch me and make me eat whenever im with him i have lost the ability to go long periods without eating much.

i know that the pill makes it hard for me to loose weight but i do try hard and it feels like its for nothing now!