Fall in love

For over two years I never really fell in love with anyone! Yes sometimes there was a guy I liked – but not really loved him…. But now…..
I met a really nice guy and he’s so sweet and kind and everything I like to have of a guy – BUT two days before we met the first time he splitted up with his ex girlfriend of wich he thought it would be the right girl for his life. We went out two days and we kissed a little bit, but after this time he don’t like to speak with me because he can’t forget his ex!

I have a chance to get togehter with him but I don’t know when this will happen… and so I’m very sad, but still hoping!

Days went by. Sun is shining. But in my heart it’s still dark. I don’t know, why it doesn’t change. I can’t fall in love. I meet people, but nobody is ‘the person for me’. Sometimes I think there isn’t anybody for me. I have just myself. Nobody cares about me. Just me. Me.
Where has my heart gone to? When will I find the person, my heart has gone to?

Love is a thing I’ve only felt one time in my life. Where has the feeling gone? I want another boyfriend again. Is there still a light at the end of the tunnel, called “love”?