stop masturbating

I have just got done masturbating twice and the second time around I found small amounts of blood in my semen, this is a wake up call to all who does this. Someone told me that blood in the semen can be the cause of prostate cancer. Now I have to really quit this and start praying, this isn’t the first time I had blood in my semen, in 2006 it happenend and it freaked me out so bad that I stopped for 6 months, now it has come back to haunt me, shame on me. I really need to quit this for my prostate. Pray for me that ill stop this permanently.

Yes I failed one minute ago. I felt very stupid for doing it. I’m glad I don’t have a picture of myself because I am so ashamed now. I don’t know what it is. oNE DAY i AM CLEAN AND THE NEXT DAY i MASTURBATE. wELL LIKE ONE GUY SAID, i WILL NOT DO THIS UNTIL January 1, and I will not do it after. That’s my new year resolution for Christ. I love being saved but I enjoy masturbating so much that I hate it. And it seems like it is taking over my soul. I know if you are doing this while Christ returns you are going to burn in the lake of fire, so let me just stop this nasty habit and get clean all the way. I thank you all for your posts on this website. It helps me out alot.
Merry Christmas to all of you and have a happy and safe holiday!!!!

Well everyone it’s been 4 days since I’ve done it. I need to try to make 500 months like my 15 year old buddy once declared. This should be all of our goal. 500 months baby, this is war!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I think it’s impossible, but the one who stopped for 15 days!!!! thats amazing. Now you can go 15 more days, try 500 months. My problem revolves around pornography. If the government can ban porn from the internet I think I can go without it. It just seems so hard to control the urge. I feel ashamed because I came across a guy, ( by accident having sex with 2 10 year olds. I said what is this and who would allow this. It just popped on the screen some kind of way when I was looking at the porn. I felt just as guilty as the guy who was having sex with them. I think I need to get married by the time I am thirty so that all this can stop, Lord give me strength, and keep me from the evil day. I’m praying for Robert, yawl he doing good. Man 15 days that’s amazing, I had to say that again, I wonder if robert’s a christian. Being a follower of Christ is definitely a help. God bless you all and I’ll check back with you all sometime next week.

I did it today 4 hours ago. I feel crumby. I did ask the Lord to forgive me though. I met a guy who is 32 and he just stopped at 31. He said he was delivered, by God showing him Leviticus 15. I went for two days and the 3rd day I didn’t read my wordso the devil tempted me again. Forgive me Lord.

Yeah today I did it, right on my computer desk. See I think the devil created the internet to trap man because the net is full of porn, from incest to beastiality, lesbian and gay sites. I am not gay but I was curious to know how can two men have sex? Anyway they go for the butthole. That’s sick aint it, and these men are all demon possessed not influenced…..........possessed. See us with these masturbation problems we are just demonically influenced there is a difference between possession and influenza. So I believe it takes a will to quit , and when there is a will there is a way. Masturabation is a sin because when your seed of copulation goes from you, you wash but you are still unclean until the evening. (Leviticus 15:16), but read the whole Leviticus 15 it talks about any type of sexual juice extracted from the body. It says when you do this you are unclean even after bathing until the evening. See, I’m an Apostolic Pentecostal saint of God, yeah for real for those who don’t know we are deep and strict, that is…...... true Apostolic Pentecostal churches of God. But I’ve been masturbating from the age of 12 up until now. 11 years of pure defeat. well that is my weakness, I used to have a marijuana smoking problem but I was delivered for a year, but check this out, I was walking up my street in Gary Indiana, Monroe St. yesterday, and I saw a teenager smoking a blunt right outside. He was a little thug. I asked him if I can hit that and he let me, I was high from one hit, but condemnation set in And I became so tired of myself
that I was tired of living. But after seeing this site it encourages me to want to do better for God. I’ll pray for you all that we stop this “bad habit.”