Do you remember what saw Harry Potter when he was to fight a boggart? (A boggart is a shape-shifter that takes on the form of its intended victim’s worst fear) He saw a dementor what indicated that the thing Harry fears most is fear itself.
So do I. Fear makes me powerless. Fear makes me stucked.
The last day of the previous year we went with two of my friends to the hill nearby, with a nice view. We wrote on a list our biggest fears and things we want to leave in the year 2011 and then we burnt it and celebrated getting rid of the fear by champagne.
I felt lighter, burning my fears and leaving them on the top of the hill. When I´m in a difficult situation – one that was written on the list, I´m trying to persuade myself that I do not have to fear it anymore, because it was burnt.
It is better, but as some of my fears are still with me, no matter what I do, I will leave this goal until it changes.
