I want to do this just to prove a point to myself and alot of other people. I love this game. I won’t admit it, but I’m pretty good at it already. But I thought about it and played for a while and realized that as a girl online, I don’t get much respect. I have to be careful about surpassing my friends (guy friends). Some of them take it personally and don’t want to be my friend anymore. People (I sound like I whine whenever I say this) put me down all the time and that’s really effected my self worth. And yet that makes me even more dertimned to prove that me, myself, and as a girl, I can play well too. No one ever takes me seriously. But this game means alot to me. I’ve made some of the best friends I’ve ever made in life there, and it’s given/taught me alot. I thought more and just recently I came to realize: I want to be the first sponsored girl pro. I want to meet stronger players and surpass them, enter tournaments, see how it goes…
But over all I want to prove to the world: Girls can play Halo too.
And before that.. I want to prove to myself that I’m worth something.
Seraphime has written 1 entry about this goal
THE point
2 years ago
