be more zen

I have been doing so badly at this. I need to find a peace if I am going to be able to slow down and enjoy all of this. Life is moving so fast right now, and while I am enjoying it os much, I’d like to be able to enjoy it a little bit longer, and not feel liek a week is 10 minutes long. I’m pretty sure that a time of meditation is one thing that would help very much

I am feeling the zen at present. I just found something that was very important to me, and I’m happy to have it back. The reason I missed it so much is because it is a way of feeling that I had lost, and nott any material thing. Part of my experience is back, and I feel a lot closer to complete with it here. I’m going to just enjoy this for a while, I think : )

I’d really like to be someone who just gets everything done and is perfect, and doesn’t have trouble with anything.

I love getting that out. I guess what I just described isn’t life, and it isn’t perfection either, because it’s just pride, and empty too.

How about this instead.

I want to be the kind of person who cares about doing his best in his work, who cares about the people he loves and loves the people he would want to forget. Someone who will love another mercifully and deny his own desires to take on the heart of God.

I want God to reshape me to be more like Jesus, and I want to spend time with her and care for her.

I bought a book on zen philosophies, and it is really calming to read. I agree that the best thing ou can do for your mind is to take a little time each day to just be and to look at your life.

“This could be the very minute I’m aware I’m alive.”

I think that it will happen, even if I just let it be. I’m going this way, and it seems that it might be nice, so I won’t interfere. You gotta go where ja love leads you : )