Things have really been challenging this past year. So many new and difficult tasks to accomplish and so little sleep and rest with which to achieve a healthy balance and ability to succeed.
I put a lot of pressure on myself, and I don’t cut myself very much slack.
It seems that if something good happens, it is the blessing of the Gods, but if something bad happens, it is because I failed or didn’t do something right.
I honestly don’t think that the Gods would want me to live under this type of situation.
The question for the week is …. What to I really hold true? I need to make the time to explore this and meditate on this… and hopefully, if I can uncover my beliefs then I won’t feel like I am just surviving one day at a time, but can move along a path with a purpose.