I think that its been here all along, even though I think that I was trying to starve it.
I don’t know why.
I guess that I was so busy doing and taking care of others, I forgot to give thanks for the blessings that I have, and I forgot to nurish and protect my spirit and my connection to the Divine. Or maybe I just feel like I did that because sometimes, when the connection is present, it’s like being plugged into a 220 line and everything in my body tingles.
And when the tingling stops… I feel like I forgot to pay the electric bill.
Someone once told me.. that when this happens, it’s usually because I am pushing too hard and with all the stimulus I have in my life, I tend to get numb. That when I relax and take a breath, this allows the space to feel again.
I hope they were right… I want to relax and feel again.
Blessings,
Shadowchilde
