huge sigh as she lost a long post about this, and can’t pull it all together again
I wonder… maybe when things are lost like this post was, maybe its the Powers-That-Be telling you that they heard your plea for help and no one else needed to hear it??? I don’t know, but I can’t even put this back together the right way.
Except that I have to change my attitude and be more positive, instead of so pragmatic and looking at the bad side of things, or the little things are going to get me.
And I feel that this is my key problem for why I feel the lack of magic in my life right now.
I’m running around like a chicken with my head cut off, just trying to stay afloat… and all this is getting me is deeper and deeper intrenched(sp) in the mire.
If anyone knows any technique for breaking the long standing programming that left me feeling that I am no worth having good things happen to me… please let me know. I’m tried white light meditations, gratitude journals, affirmations… and nothing works for long.
sighs again
Shadowchilde
