feel alive

An “untraumatic” chapter to unfold in my life. I want a spontaneous occurrence to catalyze a series of fortunate and profound events that lead to my total and complete validation.
Do you ever feel like something is missing; for no apparent reason, even if your life is pretty average and lacks stressful attributes? I hate wasting life. Every sixty seconds of misery you spend alone glowering dubiously is sixty seconds of possible enlightenment that you can never get back.

I guess ‘feeling alive’ differs from person to person. But right now, I feel anything but alive. I’m the shell of my former self. What a strange complex. :/ I urge everyone to go live, love, and try to be happy.

Let’s all go on hiatus.