drink more coffee

If I don’t make a pot THIS INSTANT I will go mad. I want a fridge that dispenses coffee like the ones that dispense ice. That would rock.

Lately I’ve been making a pot just around 7PM to carry me into the evening when I have a lot of homework/writing to do. Which is nearly every night.

Kind of a blah/crappy day. Perhaps I need more coffee. I signed for a job that has been posted 2 days ago. I was eligible the last 2 times I signed for it, but I’m predicting that now that I have the seniority I will be listed as ineligible for some dumb-ass reason. That’s the 1 problem about getting really good at something – if it benefits somebody else, they don’t want you to stop. Ever. I’m really glad that I’m going to school so i can feel that I’m working at getting myself out of that soul-eating pit. I feel gray inside, and I have for years; that’s probably what my main problem is that effects every other aspect of my life.

Need More Coffee. 330AM comes too early…