Resort my relationships with people.Streamline all I care

I will do it by tonight

1.Keep editing the list every week
2.Work on ten people on the top,to be close friends
3.Forgive.Learned something from this guy called Mark Gungor

Forgiveness is when you decide to never bring up that incident again,never use it against that person and never talk to that person or anyone else about it.

So I have forgiven everyone by the time of this post.

date things done things intended to do overall understanding
27/3 wished a friend visit my bf need to get credits
good morning visit my friends
check and add list
connect with friends

Basically people you can live for and theyd do the same.I will have some major update before April 1st

22nd march update

Helped an old friend sort his girlfriend problems and had long conversations,connected with an old acquaintance who is now a friend and close to my heart list,connected with my three good friends,and their single woes,made an old foe a friend,or at least more affiliated to me.Had an connect with an old acquaintance.Made a new friend.Yuuuuup!!!Shook the night without running around,and build everyone up on the floor.

I connected with everyone.My friend group,my bf’s best friend,another group of friends who I would never have courage to talk,well I was dancing with them!!I had random karaoke sessions with a popular singer out here,who I know from my band days,and with my friends friend,who was interesting,lol.I danced like crazy with my boyfriend,gave him a lot of attention,danced with everyone,and made the girls who call me a pole look like kids dancing on the floor with me :P.But I have become so peaceful.My motivation is things out of my comfort zone,what am I stopping myself right now from,and where I wanna go.And remembering its not my problem,if people dont like I shake the waters.

I met my boyfriend and friends after a long time.

I think I will update all the meaningful relationships I wanna keep and connect to them.

wished my ex best friend a happy birthday. :)

Yaaay!!!!I feel so happy!!!yeh facebook!!!

She is not much on productivity but I think if we get together we will be great.

human heart:give her a 9,seems a geniunely nice person,i dont mind dedicating my efforts on her,doesnt seem she will backstab.
yaayyy!!

Created a stats of every relationship I have,and where its going
Spend more time with people that from above come in the makes me happy list
Spend more time with productive people which Ill know from above
Give new people a chance
Go to social areas with an attempt to socialise with above

be dedicated and keep contacts

On not giving a damn and working to be less annoying and not hide under a rock:I talked to people I cared about,like my boyfriend,and one woman.

Communication:Need to work on that too,I am still a loner,but I have worked on the gratefulness part.I am glad I have someone meaningful in my life,and though I am working for more,one is enough to make you feel complete.Lets use my bf finding strategies on friends,and see how many I get.
One:give a lot of attention and show you are there for them
2.hugs and affection,and genuine dreams and future plans
3.dress up for them
Go out with them
4.Show yourself in the most rawest but most playful and loving light :)
5.and drown when you meet them.

Meaning will come.Gave three new people a chance to be close to me.two worked out of three :) One is a good acquaintance,and one a good friend.As for a woman…oh well :)

Don’t ask people for favors or love,or like your boyfriend just show you are in a mess.Be financially independent,skilled,and dexterous in your skills.Develop good rapport with people they know.

will fix skype!!

Send an email to my dad.Its still quite cold,but I am planning to progress it.Turns out I never wrote a poem about my dad ever since I was 7.Well that’s coming up :) will be also added in do some good to someone.

I need to fix my skype so that I can talk to my boyfriend and friends and most of all my family.Miss them like hell.

Well,It starts with the simple fact that we tend to ignore the best people in our lives.Having a taste of loneliness in my childhood has developed three things in me.
1.Not give a damn about what people think,and be true to myself..
2.Becoming a loner
3.Searching few selected meaningful people in my life and crossing everything to stay with them.

Not giving a damn about what people think makes me fun to hang out with but extremely hard for me to stay in a relationship.I usually end up being friends with those people who try to find which rock im hiding under and who can stand me being annoying.

Becoming a loner has the trouble the inherently you believe people are just meant to dissapoint you,and you gotta stand on your own feet.There is nothing wrong with standing on your own feet.But if you cant love someone beyond expecting pain,You will get pain.Trying to murderously trust and stay connected more

Well in a search of meaningful people,I usually end up taking people who seem to be meaningful enough to me.Limits perspective.I need to know people who know a lot of people so that I can meet other people,and give everyone a geniune interest in my life,to see the star in the haze.I know I can do anything for people I love.I wanna be able to do that.

Lastly,no one will love someone unless they respect you,and they feel they don’t have to go beyond their means to support you.Thats why image,being financially independent,and being skilled and dexterous matter.Also knowing and having a good rapport with people.So that you cant be pushed around.

Which reminds you of people who don’t need all that to love you.And every human being,is only here for a short time for us to take granted.

Recently,I miss my old man.He grew me up with his crazy zen like advices and loves me like no father can love his daughter.I need to talk to him on a regular basis.Need to fix my skype.oh well.