love myself

There is somethings about me that I do not like at all, and it restricts me from being the peron I want to be. I came to the conclusion that I do not love myself. How can I love myself if I do not accept myself. I so bad need to learn how to accept the things I cannot change and maybe I would become more confident and it wouldn’t bother me as bad.
I really need to work on this goal because inside of me I know there is a beautiful peron but when I walk out of my door I seem to always sway away from the person thats behind my eyes lids.

I am realizing that I am a tremendous overly thinker, and this could be very damaging. I need to change this ASAP!I tend over think evey thing someone says to me or every look someone gave me and it’s making me feel crazy! This has to stop now.

First thing I am doing is not caring what others think of me. Sometimes I find myself being angry if I think someone thinks I am this horrible person. When I think this, I stop myself because if I know I am not this person people think I am, why get angry? If they want to sit around and think negative thoughts of me that goes to show you i’m doing something right or if they are contently assuming i’m this or that, that’s there issue.
I just want to live my live with passion and dust off anyone who thinks me weak. Because who cares what’s in their mind. I know who I am or who I want to be and that’s all the matters.
This is the second step to truly loving me

i’m making a lil progress. I love that I am motivated to try and love myself conditionally. Motivation is that start!

I just need to love myself enough to be myself at all times. I need to start showing the world who I really am inside. I guess I’ve hidden myself from the world for so long, now that I want to shine, it’s really hard. I know I can do this if I am detertimend. I guess I just havn’t build my strenght. I know I can do this though. I can be that smart, talented, indepent and beautiful women inside and out if I really wanted to be. Now is the time to start because when I marry, I want to shine with happiness…

Right now i’m not really thinking about men. I am really trying to focus on myself. I do like myself and I like that I am intune with myself. I just need to be more confident and let my personality shine. I got done with caring what other people think. I also can care less if someone has something I don’t. I can see this much, I am no hater and it feel so good to just do me!
My number one goal is to become closer to my Lord and serve humanity. That’s what I want to do. InshAllah

Wow I am proud of myself…I am begining to enjoy just being with myself and not having to feel like I need “him”... yesterday was kinda hard but I pulled it through… but today I am feeling really good. I hope I can keep this up! :-)

I have to find hobbies I enjoy and I needed to make some great friends… I want to learn how to be happy just being with ymself and not always needed someone else to make me happy.

I seriously need to work on this! I am soo anti social, it’s sick! I always think that I can never get over this and that’s why I never try. I need to explore the world of letting others get to know the real me. Unstead of being the one who never gives anyone a time or day.
But in reality, I only want to be a loving, friendly, helping , and beautiful person.
Why can’t I act the why I feel inside? Why is my guard so thick? I am feeling blue because I want to love myself enough to be able to give others the joy of knowing the real me. This life is too short to just life it for my self.. I need to spread the love that is within my heart, no matter how insecure of doubtful I feel.
I pray that I can over come my insecuries and love myself unconditionally.

My goal this week is to walk with my head high and feel confident even if I want to run and hide. I am aslo going to look at the world with loving eyes. I want to be able to see and feel the beauty and others. I know that is the only way I will be able to feel beauty within my self.