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♥ Sirena ♥ has written 15 entries about this goal

Relapsed - I'm Not Giving Up So Easily

Food is a drug for me. I’ve loved it in excess.
In which I’ve abused and ODed on for 7 years now.
I can’t avoid it. I can’t live without it.
Up & down my weight goes. Yo-yo diets. Pills, shakes, and even self-destructive things like Bulimia.
I must learn to live with food in health and moderation.
I’m human: Flawed
I make mistakes.
I give into the comfort food gives me and overdo it.
I relapsed but I’m not throwing in the towel.
Or giving up. My health is on the line.
And other things too.
Food is a drug. I must learn to cope with.
I’m still learning each day now.
You’re not alone. We’re all here with you too.
Yeah, You. ♥

CW: 263
This week’s GW: 260

Wish me luck!

It’s been a while since I’ve written…more like 7 months. I ended up falling off hardcore! But Recently I’ve gotten back on. I ended up gaining 30 pounds from January 2009 – May 2009. Making my weight peak at 280!! I ate fast food everyday. Forgot all about my diet. And practically inhaled sodas. So in June 2009 I knew I was going bad…so I took back control..and It’s August 30th. And I’ve lost 17 of the said gained 30 lbs. Which now I weigh 263 lbs. Once I’m down to 170 lbs. I’ll take this goal off my to-do list. =) Wish me luck, and I hope I’ll get your honesty & trust in return with my own. Keep up the hard-work! This is a daily battle…the hardest thing I’m facing yet.

If you want something bad enough you won’t give up on it ever.
If you keep trying you might just get want you want after all.



Crashed And Burned!

It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Life’s been hectic and I’ve been super depressed. I slacked off bad.

CW: 257
GW: 155



2 Step Forward, 1 Step Backward =[

Ok I ate like a whale, yes a whale this last week. My New Year’s resolution is to commit. It’s my only 1…Commit can be to a person, a thing or an idea. And I’ve found with my root of not able to stick to my new “lifestyle” is my inability of commitment. It’s so difficult for me to be somewhere on time, or to start AND finish a project, I want to change that. So goodbye to 2008, yo-yo dieting, and those 5 pounds I did lose. No more back pedaling for me.

SW: 255
CW: 250



Escaping the prison I call my body

I’m young, I must begin to take this very serious. I’ll admit…for the last month despite weight loss. I’ve been eating some things I shouldn’t have, it happens and it’s okay to make mistakes. You just have to learn not to make this a habit and NEVER GIVE UP. I’m in a house filled with fattening food. I don’t live alone. There are others here, and I can’t tell them what to buy…They know I’m on a lifestyle change, but I must be strong. I’m an adult I should learn more self-control anyway. With a kitchen filled with Debbie Snacks, frozen junk foods, chips and sodas. At times it can be hard to resist. I do indulge but I always catch myself. I suppose my mantra is “You’ve struggled with your weight your whole life, you’re young, you don’t want to have to go through this anymore.” So with that I keep myself in check…I notice I’m always feeling weak and tired. I lack energy. I’ve decided to get my life routine on track.

What I’ve Done/ Am Doing

I found my current BMI (Body Mass Index). It’s best to use a chart that goes by body frame. Typical BMI charts don’t take in account of a person’s body frame. Since standard doesn’t fit every1.

One easy way to determine your body frame size is to wrap your thumb and major fingers around the smallest part of your wrist.
If this method doesn’t appeal to you, and you want to be more exact you can click here. Now the chart in the featured image should make sense.

  • If the fingers overlap you are a small frame.
  • If your fingers just about touch your are a medium frame.
  • If your fingers don’t touch you are a large frame.

Also, I found out my BMR (Basal Metabolic Rate). Our bodies burn a certain amount of calories just to function. The bigger we are the more calories are needed to maintain our bodies at that size. As you’ve observed from information you’ve gathered over years…the body is like a car..and food is our energy or “fuel.” So if you intake fewer calories the body will reduce it’s self at a size to maintain the fewer amount.

In example: A female who weighs 120, and is 5’4”, age 21 would have a BMR of 1379.1 (Meaning her body automatically burns 1379.1 calories)
A female who weighs 250, and is 5’4”, age 21 would have a BMR of 1944.6 (Meaning her body body automatically burns 1944.6)
Calculate your BMR.

With all that in mind, I’m making lifestyle changes. Choosing better foods and counting calories. I keep a notebook of everything I eat and the calorie amount of that. When counting calories keep in mind of everything you use to prepare your meals, real nutritional information usually found on the back of an item. Be sure to pay attention to “amount per serving” If a pizza item says it has 340 calories per serving, and 2 servings with in that item. Then if you eat half you get 340 calories, if you eat whole you intake 680 calories.

I’ve began eating 6 small meals a day. Ranging in 200 – 300 calories per meal. More info on this here. The benefits of this includes:

  • Increase in metabolism
  • Burn calories with the Thermic Effect of food
  • Maintain peak energy levels
  • Build muscle
  • Reduce hunger

I’ll also make healthier choices for each meal as well. And my only beverage is water and sometimes 100% juice (not the sugary cocktail stuff). I also make sure I eat healthy calories rather than dead calories found in sodas and junk food. I’ll eat balanced healthy meals that include proper servings of fruits, vegies, proteins, fibers and other much needed nutrients.

An idea of my daily plans:

Wake up
Work-out for an hour (This can be a variety of activities)
Eat breakfast
Eat mid-morning meal
Eat lunch
Eat mid-afternoon meal
Eat dinner
Go for a walk
Eat mid-evening meal

CW: 249 (I’m bloated =[) (3 pound gain)
SW: 255

I hope this info helps you all as it has helped me. Good luck every1.



It's not so bad

So holidays got me very busy, I’ve been preparing stuff. Won’t be on in a while. But I’m going to start the 6 small meals a day thing. And just simply eat better….rather than my 2 meals a day. Good luck, darlings and congrats on your weight loss ambitions.

SW: 255
CW: 246

Lost 2 lbs since last time. Better than nothing, eh.



Virtual Weight Loss Simulator

It’s cool and fun. To see your progress. And if there’s 1 thing I’ve learned successful people feel they already have accomplished or have something before they actually do. I know we’re taught not to count our chickens before they hatch, as it seems you can be setting yourself up for failure, but failure isn’t THAT bad. Giving up is what is bad. When setting a goal you’d like to achieve, think as though you have it, it’s already yours, and never ever give up no matter how much you fail. Seeing and believing that your dream or goal is real actually helps you accomplish it. Now I’ve come across this virtual model weight loss simulator, And it shows my current weight and my goal weight, seeing my goal weight fills me with so much anxious anticipation. I hope you all enjoy it, it’s sort of fun. The above picture shows my model at 248 lbs on the left, and 120 lbs on the right.



Uh oh.

Went to the Olive Garden celebrating a friend’s birthday. I got a bit carried away and ate and ate and ate a lot. So I’ll working out Sunday morning. =] I mostly ate bread sticks very bad.



Lap Band Surgery?

Surely, If you’re 100 or more pounds overweight you’ve thought about getting gastric bypass or lap band surgery etc. I was no different. But I hate surgery. Why should I get surgery, an expensive surgery at that, for something that can be cured with some dedication, hard-work, and patience? I’m not downing anyone else who is opting for this, but it’s nothing I would want to do being 125 pounds over weight. Maybe if I was over 300….maybe. Well, I have this best friend whom I had decided to start this “get healthy” plan with. Since I read that dieting in groups makes a great support system and is successful. Well she did good for about the first 4 days then she ate like tons of cals the 5th day, which was no biggie, I’m sure that happens but you can keep trying. But she didn’t seem to want to keep up with the new lifestyle. Now she’s just eating all she wants and is going to contact a bariatric doctor for lap band surgery. I got ditched . but it’s ok lol. She admitted she quit it. I tried the motivational speeches etc but didn’t work.

My progress

I guess with eating reasonably, counting calories, working out, and being on the go a lot…and losing an appetite to stress…I have lost 7 pounds. Yes, I’ve gotten batteries for the scale.

SW: 255
CW: 248



Craptastic, Wtf.

Ok, I’ve been having a very very gloriously craptastic week. I have bombed 2 test (Hopefully my final exam will be MUCH better), Me and my bf have fought non stop it seems, and my mother’s financial problems have become my own, I’m struggling to keep me and her household afloat, since it wasn’t her fault she was laid-off. I’m failing miserably. I guess 1 good thing has come out of this. I’m stressed. And I’m becoming the opposite of what I used to be when stressed. In the old days, I’d consume as much as I could in my kitchen until I felt I could burst and nothing more would fit. Now I know I can’t be the food vaccum anymore, it’s in the time of a recession and I need to save every single penny I can, so when stressed I find my appetite gone. I still don’t know how much I weigh…but 1 good thing…I squeezed into a size 20. That was a great moment for me, actually. Although I don’t have my weight. I lost 2 inches from my waist. =) Good luck every1!!

Coming soon…My own list of 100 reasons why I want to lose weight



There Comes A Time In One's Life...

Reverse Body Dysmorphia?

Ever heard of Body Dysmorphia? If you don’t know what that is…it’s those extremely fit and gorgeous people on Oprah who think they’re highly unattractive but it’s just a mental disease “all in their heads.” Well I think I have Reverse Body Dysmorphia. I’m fat but like when I imagine myself I’m less fat than I actually am.I’ve come to the realization that, yes, not only did I let myself go but I’ve let myself go for some time now and I’m starting to take more pics and see myself for what I really am. I’m looking in full length mirrors now lately too. It’s a wake up call, one very much needed. People always ask how someone “Let’s themselves be this way” they’re so curious to how we just don’t “realize it” And I knew I was getting bigger, I just didn’t come to the honest reality of it, only my sugar coated version. As I’ve said before my closet is filled with so many different dress sizes from 2 to 22 (my latest addition)

FGAS?

For the days of my “blindness” I just stuck to the FGAS (Fat Girl Angle Shot.) It’s those pics that are taken at strange angles that help you take a very nice pic and makes you appear slimmer than what you actually are…no double chin, arm flab, etc. Usually snapped with the camera above the face to a flattering angle. I’d love to take a regular pic for once…feels like forever since those days.

Bye Bye Rose Colored Glasses

With eyes wide-open I’m very much seeing my reality for what it actually is. I need help. I need to help myself. For health reasons and self-esteem reasons. I know people are happy in the skin they’re in, but my abundant weight hinders me from so much physically and psychologically. I am this fun, vivacious, charming, witty, and adventurous girl. And I love trying new things but since I’ve been fat I always say “Once I lose this weight I can do …...” With my super fuller figure I’ve been reduced to a boring, laid-back, shy, timid, and hermit-like chick. I am sick of feeling like my life is on hold.

P.S. My scale is still lacking a battery I’ve no idea how much I weigh.



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