write daily

It begins tomorrow. I’m feeling anticipation, excitement and some anxiety. I want to think today about how to deal with that inevitable “drop off” of enthusiasm that occurs. Most people would suggest, “Just do it, keep going” but that is inane – the internal condition is a lot more intricate than that. I want to succeed all the way through this – every step.

In a couple days I will begin an experiment called “Life is a Medium”. I’ve revived a blog I used for writing exercises to write exploring the experience of this new experiment. The challenge will be to get through the initial excitement of starting something. Starting new things I’m very good at, it’s maintaining that momentum and following through I find a challenge. I also have to do this with courage and positivity irregardless of whether anyone is paying attention or not….. Not easy for me. I’m easily affronted by ignorance and by being ignored. But I figure, as long as I don’t ignore myself throughout the process and stay dedicated – I will do well with this. Wish me good luck!