have the courage to start over

I ‘ve come to this point..where I feel kind of lost.
It’s hard to explain because I thought I had it all, but the problem was that I never value what I had. And now that I’m alone I just want to have everything back.

I need to start over.
New friends, new boyfriend, new job, new heart & mind…..
New everything .

And for the very first time, have the life I always wanted, I just hope I have the courage to start over; I know I can do it.