I am sure I have been in love… Well, at least I am sure that there have been people in my life that I have loved. I have one particular friend that I would die for.. I love her so immensely it hurts. I have known her for 15 years, and have been best friends always.. That is the problem.. best friends…lol. My experience with love is that I become friends first… and then I often here how risky it is to start a relationship when we are already friends…. She got married two years ago.. I have come to terms with this, but I crave the same love from another woman, and so far, perhaps my ideals are set too high…. Is this something to compromise on? Is love something to compromise on?
I guess though… The most important love, the love that has to remain number one at all times throughout my life.. is the love I have for myself… Without this love, I have no love. How can I love anything if I don know what it is too love myself?
And now to complicate.. (hehe) What is love? Why do I have a need to complicate love?
I have the belief that love is eternal.. I’m not christian, but in the bible it actually says that God is Love…. it also says that we created in the image of God.. Does this mean I am love? Is love something that exists in me, in everything around me. I like to believe this.