figure out what i want to do with my life

I have so many things that interest me: science, art, music, romance… I really hope I don’t devote myself to only one.
This world worships people who are experts in one narrow field. Well, that’s not me, sorry. I wish I could do that, but it ain’t me, at least not at the moment.
When we find what to do with our lives, we are actually escaping from asking ourselves every day why are we here. We wish to avoid the scary void of a meaningless life by giving ourselves various titles and playing different roles “doctor”, “father”, “waiter”, “student”. We look for safety in these roles, and hope to keep our minds off of the fact that we were thrust into a world with no set of instructions.
So I hope I always keep looking for what to do with my life. And may it be an ever illuminating process.