Focus 6 months on 6 Things

I have an apartment
I have a job
I’m working on goals
I have a hobby (although I may need another one),
I think I”m getting more honest? i think this was easier with a job…
Criticism is still hard. oh, look, honesty. who would have known?

I haven’t focused on enjoying the moment in a while. I get caught up in it and react instead of enjoying it and bringing joy and understanding to the moment…

There are a few things I’ve been thinking about but I need to re-learn how to make time for fun! not the fun that is only looking to five minutes ahead, but the fun as something to plan for and look forward to. I’m thinking of looking at dance or writing for this until I get more funds to take dance lessons or join a group of some sort.

I’d like to have a home again. I’ve been in this limbo for 8 months, it’s time for that to end. Get a job, an apartment to call home and save for the future. I hope to never have this goal in such desperation again.

This also goes under the ‘get a job’ goal that I have but in relationship to finding out what I’d like to do with my life…
I’d like to make 5year and 10 year goals.

What I’d like to do, what kind of life stlye I want, where I’d like to live.

I made a goal of graduating college, I did it, but while I was there, I didn’t figure out the above things and how to make them happen. I wish i found 43Things 6 months ago so I could have used it to help sort this out…

There is no day like today to start this!

The last piece of criticism that I got was that I don’t take criticism well..

It is directly related to ‘being more honest’, but I could be more honest with myself and still not take crits well so it needs it’s own section.

I need to work on being honest with myself, about
how I look at things,
why I’ve done things that have lead me to here,
Where I’d like to go in my life.

I hope this will also help in being less defensive, aggressive and bitter. If I can be calmly honest about things then hopefully there won’t be the need to yell or be angry to get my point across. I’m also upset that I haven’t sorted out the above problems so I’m not handling anything related to those things well.