get a job

I’m still not ready. I don’t know if I’ll ever be. What is the point now I’m only allowed to have so much savings and I don’t spend a lot of money. I won’t be moving out for years probably. I will consider selling things I make again. I may only be able to knit some things. Everything else I used to do is not possible right now and I’ve forgotten all my recipes and techniques. I’ll never be able to re-create the wonderful things I used to. A possible job prospect is the new health food caffe. I wonder if they would need some help sometime, maybe paying under the table.