I’m sick of having friends that maniuplate me in some way or another. I’m sick of having to second guess a lot of my relationships with people. I want to find people that are very similar in many ways to myself. I want someone in my life that is financially independant, even if they literally have no money, like myself. I want a good listener like myself. I want someone who is interested in some of the things I am. I also want someone who isn’t a horn dog and is only trying to be my friend to get with me..I want soeone to respect my relationship. I don’t want any drama queens or superficial people in my life.
I have very few good friends. Those that I am friends with have other really important things in their lives too, so I hardly get to see them. I know its quality over quantity, but I still want friends that I’m able to talk to, and get together with often.
I don’t get out much..which is really depressing me lately. I want to look back on my life to see that I enjoyed every day to the fullest. Unfortunately, where I live, there isn’t too much to do. I figure once I get things straightened out a little more (get my liscence, get a job or two) then things will come together..but it doesn’t mean I can’t be with people in themean time.
I really want to get out..I talked to some of my acquaintances to ask what they’re up to. I’m going out with one of them, with hopefully another good friend at the same time. We’ll see..My roommate also holds a more active social life than I do. I might go swing dancing with his friends and my bf. He is also into paintball, sometingthat I’ve done and found fun, but is also very expensive for me right now.
I’ll keep everyone posted.
