be more forgiving

today is truly the test for this goal. can i really forgive someone when they make repeated mistakes that hurt me? would i be able to move past all the ugliness and find peace? are all things worthy of forgiveness? i wish i had the sort of love and kindness that Buddha has for mankind. i wish i knew what is the right thing to do.

i tend to get a lil relentless when i think i’m right, especially when i’ve been hurt. i drive the other person to the corner with reason and anger, and i’m excellent at doing so.

but part of growing up, is realizing that everyone makes mistakes, and hurt others unintentionally. i certainly do it to others, and when i do, i hope to be forgiven as well.

i want to find love and forgiveness in my heart, especially for those that i love. i think it will help me grow much more as a person.