Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.

1) The wedding went off wonderfully and I”m now married to the greatest man I’ve ever had the pleasure to meet let alone date.

2) That the wedding was done in our faith and no one complained.

3) That we’ve only got a few more months before he’s home for good from over seas.

4) Talking out future plans and making a partnership of this marriage like it should be.

5) That the pregnancy test I just took came out negative. Maybe later but no need for that right now.

1) getting to tell him goodnight after having played tag all day.

2) picking up stuff for the reception.

3) talking to old friends and making plans with them for tommorow.

4) getting to try new foods and drinks

5) feeling like I accomplished something today.

1) That he came back to camp safe tonight.

2) That even though he’s far away and has been for months there is time to talk.

3) That he’s good at his job so nothing happens to him.

4) For all the good memories we made together before he had to leave.

5) That even when he’s so tired he wants to take a few more minutes just so he can say he’s back and that he loves me.

So here are my first five:
1. That I have someone who actually loves me unconditionally and truely knows what he means when he says love.

2. That I have been happy again.

3. That I haven’t wanted to hurt myself in a very long time.

4. That I got out of a very abusive relationship and realized my best friend was who I really wanted. I almost missed out on the greatest thing in my life.

5. That I”ve been able to like myself again and lose the extra weight I’ve put on in the past years. I didn’t realize I’d lost myself so completely until I started to find me again.

I’m grateful for:
That I had a few hours tonight to spend with my pets.

To have someone hug me even when things between us aren’t going the best.

That a friend can still pop by with a suprise at nine at night even though most of my friends live two hours away. (The suprise was a grass lizard)

Even though I thought I’d lost him forever the cat came home. (Long story short he made a trip that takes two hours by car to find me again after a year of being AWOL and all after I moved a few blocks, still found the old place but made it home again.) I love my Puk kitty <3 I still look at him and am in awe.

That I got to talk to Jared, even though it was only five minutes. I’ve missed him alot.

1. Friends to hear me out when I’m confused (Thanks Jeska)
2. A warm place to stay when I’ve know cold nights
3. My pets who are always welcoming me back to their room when I come in, love with no strings
4. That I can still walk, a bad back will make you happy for that one
5. To be a strong person, knowing you can do something weather you feel it or not is alot to be grateful for